mainstream

Because fallin love with you is too hardcore, you know... 

And sayin i love you is too mainstream...
because i know.. everyone loves you....
thats why... if i say that.. it means nothing to you...

-diansutedja-

menyedihkan

Menyedihkan adalah disaat u pengen tau ap yang dilakukan oleh si dia, tp u cuma bisa mingkem ngeliatin layar yang cuma D doank..
mungkin langsung di delete kali yak.. hahahah...
dan menyedihkan adalah u tau kegiatan si dia dari tempat lain yang jatohnya u kek stalkerin orang lain buat tau keadaan si dia.. 

-diansutedja-

kangeeenn

kangen bener sama si jelek..
dah ga ada kabar ...
sedih deh....
what should i do? heh...

cape menanti.. lelah menunggu...

-diansutedja-

Im goin bad

Huff.. Being bad is easier than stayin good...

-diansutedja-

Rainy Days~

One Way – Rainy Days ft Junsu 2PM [Unplugged English Version]

I used to sleep by your side
holding you through the night
and sometimes we would argue and fight
But where have we fallen out?
I’ve been waiting here for a while
somehow still I’m unsure that you’re gone

Girl I don’t know what I’m thinking
promises I’m making myself
to wash you out of my head, baby
but I never thought I’ll break it
If any chance I’ll take it right now
to shower down this pain

Rainy days rainy days
 now that you’ve gone far away
my raindrops pouring down my eyes
you know I’ll never be okay
goes fade away fade away
don’t you know I’m missing you
here it slowly falls again
every day and night
as I open my eyes

(Rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, falling down my head) x2

I called you on the phone to say that I was sorry
tried to play cool but really I was feeling sorry
countless ringing of the tone kinda got me worried
now I’m sitting here looking like I’m in a hurry
from where you let me go, the time is moving slow
we used to hit it off and you and I we had it all
yea we had it all, but you just had enough
we used to stand under my umbrella ella ella
whatever they say I don’t give a damn, I don’t give a hella
funny how your time fly only makes it bigger
dialing but dilemma started running down my finger
and you said you’ll always be mine, caught me in the
mean while consider me a fool blame it all on me now
it’s raining more than ever, hour by the hour
I miss it real bad, all the things that we had

Rainy days rainy days 
now that you’ve gone far away
my raindrops pouring down my eyes
you know I’ll never be okay
goes fade away fade away
don’t you know I’m missing you
here it slowly falls again
every day and night
as I open my eyes 

Never thought it’ll be this way
and I know I’d never be the same
yea I know life goes on
but still I’m tryna figure it out
being without you baby
you know it’s killing me to say
I’ll never see your face again or living without you
Girl how am I suppose to lose you baby

Rainy days rainy days 
now that you’ve gone far away
my raindrops pouring down my eyes
you know I’ll never be okay
goes fade away fade away
don’t you know I’m missing you
here it slowly falls again
every day and night
as I open my eyes

give up?

I miss you this this this thissss much......

so damn you..
should i give up? 
everything already blurry now...
is it the right time to give myself a limit again? 
but. i'm still hoping... 
how can i? 

13.51

i think i reach my limit.. T__T

14.11
Once again,i'm fallin to hard..
now. i must lookin for my heartpiece. one by one.
lil bit hurt inside.

Twist...

I really hate when my heart twisting my logic... Damn feeling...

I cant lie..

I cant lie.. I miss u...

I do miss u.. So much...

#no offense...

Dasar hwana....

10.46 am
Pengen jambak orang....

#24

Uda mau lebaran tapi blm ada tanda'nya... huhu..

-diansutedja-

Cant stop smile when i see ur face..

Today i watched u @ television.. And i'm very happy... Even if i just see u through the television... （⊃∀⊂）i cant stop smiling...

Tapi di hati kecil .. Sedikit sedih krn masi ttp stay cool di D.. Huhu...

So... Just wait and see.. If u come back to jkt.. Will u remember me?  :)
I'm still hoping.. Yeay..

-diansutedja-

Kyaaaa

i think i'm goin crazy....

video' itu sedikit mengobati rasa rindu saya..
Senyumnya.
Matanya.
Cibirannya.

Benar' khas kamu... kyaaaaaaaaaa....

Now I cant stop smiling.......

-diansutedja-

Not fair. You know.....

I think its not fair.....

#day22

Oooo ayyyyyyyy yaaa....... XD
Ay ay ay ay... Miss u ay.. :D

12.58 pm
Denger lagu agmon sendirian gini bikin hati galau aja....huix...

-diansutedja-

Hey.. This is my dream job.. How bout u?

Okeii.. I have a dream.. Siapa sih yg ga punya mimpi? 
Di saat' seperti ini, gw daydreaming.. Dasar aquarius ya.. Lagi sibuk'nya masih sempeettt aja daydreaming.. Hahahha.

Gw ga tau arsitektur ini bagian dari diri gw atau bukan... Klo kata orang, sometimes kita terbiasa karena terpaksa... Dan gw udah mulai terbiasa dengan keseharian gw ini. Yg slalu berkutat dengan layar hitam alias cad...

Tapi kalo ditanya.. Apa sih pekerjaan impian gw? Apakah jd arsitek ini pekerjaan yg gw impi'kan?

Gw pernah ditanya ttg pekerjaan impian... Pekerjaan impian adalah pekerjaan yg u demen banget sampe rela ga dibayar.. Disaat dibilang kek gitu, apa sih yg terbersit dalam pikiran u? 
Kalo gw, pekerjaan yg bikin gw sampe rela ga dibayar adalah fotografi dan baking some cake or cookies... Itu yg bener' nongol pertama di dalam pikiran gw..

Tapi, sekarang kalo ditanya lagi, apa sih pekerjaan impian gw?
Setelah diberi waktu beberapa saat setelah wktu pertanyaan itu pertama muncul, gw bakal ngejawab :
1. Masi ttp stay sama fotografi.. Have own studio.. Foto produk.. *krn gw ga dpt feel buat foto model* hehe
2. Masi ttp stay sama fotografi.. Tp kali ini lebi ke foto landscape.. Keliling Indonesia dulu de.. Ga usa muluk' keliling dunia.. Hahaha.. Mungkin kerja di nat geo gitu kali ya..
3. Masi ttp stay sama fotografi.. Kali ini foto arsitektur... Bangunan.. :) ternyata arsitektur sudah mengambil sedikit hati gw.. Hoho...
4. Baking and cooking.. Gw pengen banget belajar baking and cooking.. Lebi ke western sih.. Kayak fetucini steak and dessert nya klo cooking.. And klo baking gw pengen banget bisa bikin cupcake.. *sampe skrng blom kesampean.. Huff* dari baking and cooking gw pengen bngt punya cafe sendiri.. Semacam backyard gitu... XD beer, western food, and cupcake.. Not bad kan?
5. Arsitek.. Ok.. Harus diakui.. Mungkin ini jadi list pekerjaan impian gw yg paling akhir.. Jadi arsitek.. Tapi dengan project skala kecil.. Dan bkn jadi main job.. Jadi side job gitu de.. Yg dikerjakan dengan hati.. Bukan demi materi aja.. :)

So, kalo dirangkum.. Gw pengen banget jadi fotografer, chef, and architect.. Jadi 1..
Gw pengen bngt punya own cafe yg di dalemnya gw bisa majang hasil karya gw baik di bidang fotografi, cooking or architecture... :)

So, how about you? Whats ur dream job?

-diansutedja-

Butterfly

My butterfly come back when i remember that time...
U're eyes is so addictive...

-diansutedja-

#day18

Kangen bbman...【o´ﾟ○ﾟ`o】

-diansutedja-

#day17

Wow.. dah 17 hari aja... -___-


And I'm still here.... :)
okay...
dont forget... I'm still waiting....




-diansutedja-

Huff

Huufff... Ud 2 kali kena... -.-"
U fool me twice, uncle..

-diansutedja-

#day15

2 message.. And my butterfly comes back..

Scumbag heart..

-diansutedja-

Unlimited character of galau....

Perbedaan yg paling mendasar antara twitter dan blog adalah character alfabet yg udah kita smua tau kalo twitter dibatasin 140 character doank..
Sedangkan di blog.. Kita bs suka' hati mau nulis brapa character...

Itu yg bikin gw berasa lebih bebas berekspresi di sini....
Dan ga banyak yg tau blog ini.. So gw jg merasa lebih 1eluasa buat mengekspresikan diri... Hoho...

Some people told me... Why im so galau... Sebenernya masalahnya cm 1...2 deng.. Gw suka mengekspresikan diri dengan menulis.. Thats the point.. Gw suka merangkai kata.. Thats why.. Twitter gw blkngan ini penuh dengan spenggal maupun serangkai kata...
I just wanna represent my heart....

Tapi krn 1 dan lain hal gw memutuskan untuk brenti membuat timeline kalian yg follow gw kotor dengan twit twit gw... :)

So, if u wanna know my feels.. Just follow this blog...
Because i know. Theres a lot of kepo people who loves know other problem.. Like me... Hahahhha....

-diansutedja-

Hey kamu

Hey kamu... Tidak bisakah kamu duduk diam sebentar...
Jangan terus berlarian di dalam pikirku..

Selamat pagi dan terima kasih atas perhatiannya....

-diansutedja-

#day14

Its already 2 weeks.....
And everything's gettin blurry...
U're gettin colder and colder...
And i'm gettin hopeless....

-diansutedja-

10.59pm

I think i'm fallin to hard...
Nothing left to myself..

Kesendirian dan kesunyian..
Adalah soulmate yg tepat untuk kegalauan....

Di saat tubuh tlah lelah..
Pikiran tlah kosong...
Hanya ad kamu...
Diriku saja tak ad sepersekian di dalam pikirku..
Hanya tersisa dirimu....

Tawa renyahmu.
Senyum manismu.
Mata coklatmu.

I wish everything'll be better than this time...
-diansutedja-

Move out

Dikarenakan ketidaknyamanan menggalau di twitter.. Saya putuskan untuk pindah ksini...
So, Kembalilah saya disini....

-diansutedja-